tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-317023222024-03-05T13:30:39.799+00:00A Pilgrim - progressing?Random thoughts of a spiritual searcher.Simon the Pilgrimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17441767934360875306noreply@blogger.comBlogger17125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-31702322.post-46024036874448014472011-04-18T09:00:00.000+00:002011-04-18T09:00:00.581+00:00Lavabo inter innocentesOne of my favourite characters in the Passion story is Pontius Pilate. Perhaps it's because I spent a long rehearsal period studying him for a Passion play in which I took the role. As we were taught, I tried to step into this mysterious man, to understand him and, ultimately, to become a man who would act as he did.<br />
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At first, I had the image of Jack Thring, who played Pilate in <i>Ben Hur</i>: the curl of the lip, the perfect hair, the cynical imperial administrator. But, when I read and re-read the Gospel accounts, it seemed to me that there was a different side to the man as he is depicted there. So I turned to the historical Pilate. As ever, I ran into confusion and controversy, the usual <i>tohu-bohu</i> that seems to accompany all the academic and quasi-academic study of biblical history, historicity and historiography.<br />
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In the end, Pilate became another element in my hermeneutic: we are invited, as all through the Gospels, to look at him through Jesus' eyes and to look at Jesus with his. Jesus embodies forgiveness and compassion: who did he see when he looked at Pilate? Did he see him with the eyes of a member of an occupied land? with the eyes of the orthodox Jew who is polluted by contact with the <i>goyim</i>? I really doubt it.<br />
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Was I going to play Pilate as detached,. bored, annoyed, cowardly,even corrupt or venal? All these images have been peddled as explaining him. In my attempt to get inside the man, I wanted to find something different, something more, something to admire. And then two moments arrested me.<br />
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The first is 'my' question about truth. As I said it, learning my lines, my own experiences of asking it rose in memory. Back and back I went, until I came to realise that 'my' Pilate was asking a philosopher's question. Pilate the philosopher? Of course, as an educated Roman on the <i>cursus honorum</i> (thank you, Lindsey Davis), he would speak and read Greek, may have spent time in Athens and was addressing a Galilean. For years I have known that the Galilee was, at that period, at least as hellenised as jewish (cf. Burton L. Mack <a href="http://www.harpercollins.com/browseinside/index.aspx?isbn13=9780060653750"><i>The Lost Gospel</i></a>). Was Pilate addressing another educated man with a standard Socratic question? And is this why the evangelist gives us the incident?<br />
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And then, today, as I was washing my hands, I found myself reciting Psalm 25, from the Mass, <i>Lavabo inter innocentes manus meas</i> (how often the memories of my days as an altar boy come back to me!) and thought of Pilate again. He washed his hands. Among the innocent? Pilate the innocent, not Pilate the hypocrite. Pilate the beloved of Jesus, not Pilate the weak.<br />
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When I did play Pilate, I tried to bring something of that humanity to the role, alongside, too, with the vanity and self-regard which would be the natural attitude of the Emperor's representative. Reactions were good, I'm glad to say, although my silent clowning as Zachary got more laughs in <i>Foxes Have Holes</i>, our later Nativity play. <br />
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My thanks and love go out to Lisa Done who directed the passion play at Holy Trinity. She may have disappeared into the Antipodes but she stays in my prayers and the hope that all goes well with her.Simon the Pilgrimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17441767934360875306noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-31702322.post-8822077455132508712011-04-15T09:11:00.000+00:002011-04-15T09:11:20.208+00:00We are loved - unconditionallyA friend gave me this extract by the late Father Herbert McCabe, O.P.<br />
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It presents us with the fundamental paradox of the Gospel message:<br />
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"God is helplessly and hopelessly in love with us. He is unconditionally in love with us. His love for us doesn 't depend on what we do or what we are like. He doesn't care if we are sinners or not. It makes no difference to Him. He is just waiting to welcome us with joy and love.<br />
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Sin does not alter God's attitude to us; it alters our attitude to Him, so that we change him from the God who is simple love and nothing else, into this punitive ogre, this Satan.<br />
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Sin matters enormously to us if we are sinners; it doesn't matter at all to God. In a fairly literal sense he doesn't give a damn about our sin. It is we who give the damn. We damn ourselves because we would rather justify and excuse ourselves, and look on our self-flattering images or ourselves, than be taken out of ourselves<br />
by the infinite love of God.<br />
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Contrition, or forgiveness, is-self-knowledge, the terribly painful business of seeing ourselves as what and who we are: how mean, selfish, cruel and indifferent and infantile we are.<br />
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Never be deluded into thinking that if you have contrition, if you are sorry for your sins, God will come and forgive you — that he will be touched by your appeal, change his mind about you and forgive you. Not a bit of it. God never changes his mind about you. He is simply in love with you. What he does again and again<br />
is change your mind about him.<br />
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Being contrite, self-aware, about your sin is the same as believing in the love of God, smashing the punitive satanic God and having faith in the real God who is sheer unconditional love for you. You could say that it is your faith in God's undeviating love for you that lets you risk looking at your sins for what they are.<br />
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It's OK, you can admit the truth about yourself.<br />
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It doesn't matter: God loves you anyway.<br />
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[Herbert McCabe OP (1926-2001) -<i> Faith Within Reason</i>.]<br />
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Why do I say that it is a paradox? Just consider that my aunt who dies in Auschwitz and the murderers are - by this measure - loved equally.<br />
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Not just a paradox but a challenge to us too.Simon the Pilgrimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17441767934360875306noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-31702322.post-63162102735967650852011-03-20T11:52:00.000+00:002011-03-20T11:52:26.674+00:00<a href="http://www.thefinalprophecies.com/">http://www.thefinalprophecies.com/</a><br />
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When LeonBasin posted this link on <a href="http://newbuddhist.com/discussion/9853/the-final-prophecies-documentary.-thoughtss">New Buddhist</a>, there was some suggestion that s/he was 'wasting' their time and distracting themselves from something more important.<br />
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Personally, I loved it - and hated it at the same time. Thanks for posting it, LeonBasin. I certainly can't get too worked up about something so cobbled together, but I can see that some people might get riled by the scare-mongering. I hope that most will draw back from the "Crusades" rhetoric.<br />
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I was taught that the Arabic word <i>kismet</i> denoted that all is pre-ordained, 'written'. Am I not right that there are Buddhist 'prophecies' about a period of desolation? The millenarian Christian mythos is far from unique. Each generation has used its 'cutting edge' technology to elaborate on it and to see their own prophecies revealed, <i>o quelle surprise!</i>, to be apparent here and now. To be followed, of course, by a time of great joy for the Chosen or the Enlightened or the Lucky, according to which elite you want to belong to, usually ushered in by some saviour or returning hero - male on almost every occasion, I notice. It is either "Wait till your father gets home!" or Jenny Agutter running aloing that platform shouting "Daddy! My Daddy!"<br />
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If we had never been told stories and taught to tell the difference between 'true' and 'made up', we could, I suppose, believe in just about anything. <br />
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Another thing is that I don't think that time can be 'wasted', in the great scheme of things, nor is it entirely a bad thing to distract the surface 'I' from time to time. Even sitting in meditation is a distraction from the <i>dukkha</i> which we confront moment by moment. Alongside the bread of betterment, we do need the chocolate cake of entertainment<br />
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"All, in the end, is harvest" or Harry Williams' words:<br />
"There is nothing in this world or the next, absolutely nothing, which cannot, and will not, be turned into the valid currency we need to buy the one pearl of great price. That is what is meant when we say that we are redeemed."<br />
(H.A.Williams, <i>The True Wilderness</i>)<br />
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Watching the trailer for that straight-to-discount-bin dvd makes me realise that we really haven't progressed very far out of the cave and into the wider savannah, away from superstition and into reality. We do try. That will, perhaps, be our saving grace. The elitist and the authoritarian, the patriarchy in all its variety of forms, would like to control and direct the stories we tell our children and our grandchildren. We mustn't 'send out the wrong message'. All for the best possible reasons too.<br />
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I remember a conversation between Thomas More and Richard Roper, his son-in-law, in <i>A Man For All Seasons</i>:<br />
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"<i>What would you do? Cut a great road through the law to get after the Devil? ... And when the last law was down, and the Devil turned round on you – where would you hide, Roper, the laws all being flat? This country is planted thick with laws from coast to coast, Man's laws, not God's, and if you cut them down -- and you're just the man to do it -- do you really think you could stand upright in the winds that would blow then? Yes, I give the Devil benefit of law, for my own safety's sake!</i>"<br />
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I feel the same about stories, myths and legends because, without them we would not have a chance of challenging our own myths and assumptions, our presuppositions and our prejudices, or of realising that 'real' may be just as 'made up' as the fairy-tale ones .Simon the Pilgrimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17441767934360875306noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-31702322.post-43579634546725218822010-11-19T12:05:00.000+00:002010-11-19T12:05:39.035+00:00Is the Cross the victory of love over justice?I'm sure that most Christians would answer "Yes" to the question. I wonder, however, whether we always grasp what it means.<br />
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Somewhere I came across the description of the Crucifixion as a "family matter" within the Trinity. Not having found the original reference, in Moltmann I think, I have spent years coming back to the image: father and son at odds with Sophia mediating - a family like our own so often. On the cross, Jesus continues to be human, to represent the powerless child confronted by the all-powerful father, asserting his freedom. It is the freedom to forgive, against all the dictates of 'natural' justice.<br />
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Legend tells us that when Clovis, the king of the Franks, heard for the first time, from Saint Eloi, about the arrest of Jesus in the garden, he drew his sword and call his house knights to ride with him to Jesus' rescue. When we heard this story at school, we knew, even then, that Clovis had got more wrong than simple confusion that the event was long over We may not have articulated it then but the arrest is necessary to the story, to the evolutionary event of the Passion. As Vanstone outlines<i> in <a href="http://www.amazon.co.uk/Stature-Waiting-W-H-Vanstone/dp/0819222119/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&qid=1290167374&sr=8-1">The Stature of Waiting</a></i> (Darton Longman & Todd. London. 1982. ISBN 0-232-51573-5), Jesus choses to become the object of action rather than the actor - he "hands himself over", joins the victims, the prisoners, the bed-ridden.<br />
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The processes that the evangelists describe suggest to me that, purely in legal terms, Pilate was obliged to find Jesus guilty, thus he experiences hearing a verdict which is deserved - if only under the secular law. He is again handed over, to be flogged and to the people's verdict. He was, indeed, rejected and despised.<br />
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In the justice of his father, he can claim redress. He does not. He goes against all logic and demands that the Righteous Judge forgive. Traditional sermons present Jesus' "Forgive them" as a challenge to us to forgive but the text is clear: he is challenging the Father. He is going against the judicial view, not simply the legalistic. He even challenges the ethical.<br />
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What then do I make of his final 'handing over', his consigning himself to the Father? This, for me, is the most touching moment and the one which truly marks the victory. The 'beloved Son' trusts, unreservedly, the Father's love and, thereby, becomes a channel for that love into all of Creation as its representative.<br />
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There is no question of 'substitution', nor of 'paying the price of our indebtedness'. It is love, pure and simple, transformative and, thereby, salvific.<br />
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If we, then, are to try share in this transformation for ourselves, which is, surely, the promise of the Resurrection, we have to let go of justice in favour of love. When Saint Paul instructs us not to resort to the courts to settle our disputes, the meaning goes far beyond breaches of contract or, even, retribution for law-breaking. I hear a challenge to forgive and forgive and forgive. After all, seventy times seven may not even be enough times.<br />
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This was how it was in the closing days of March 2001. It could so easily have been a well-planned expedition. There had been quite enough time. Particularly when it is realised how many years had led me to the moment when we were sitting in the Kuwait Air 'plane, waiting to take off for Kuwait City and New Delhi at the start of our pilgrimage to meet the Dalai Lama.<br />
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All the threads of life appear to weave together as I look through my memories to try and find the first moment that I became aware of the Dalai Lama. It must have been during the 1950s. Probably the first time that I came across any mention of Tibet was in Hergé's <i>Tintin Au Tibet</i>. The occasion of our decision to go to India was a film,<i> Kundun</i>, half a century later and one of the first questions that I asked Dorje, our guide in Dharamshala, was whether it was true that Tibetans stuck out their tongues in greeting: it was almost all that I remembered from Tintin. And, of course, there was Sam Jaffe in <i>Lost Horizon</i> and the lama in <i>Kim.</i><br />
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Another memory is of the cover of another book, Lobsang Rampa's <i>The Third Eye</i>.<br />
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I have learned not to mention this book in the company of serious-minded people, particularly Buddhists. To most people, "Lobsang Rampa" was no more than a fraud and perhaps he was. But, to me, at about 14, even with my growing scepticism, I was entranced and not a little horrified. Some years later a girlfriend's father who was a Zen Jew gave me a more measured picture.<br />
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It wasn't until the late '70s and early '80s that I began to take meditation seriously. I can clearly remember the first time I experienced 'non-experience', the silence the other side of the inner (and outer) chatter, although I cannot be sure of the year, around 1978, I think. It was as if all the previous experiences of retreats and, particularly the Ignatian 30 days a decade earlier, had burst into blossom.<br />
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After that and especially during the times I was working with CF and people with AIDS, I became increasingly aware of both the power and the limitations of a meditation practice.<br />
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Buddhism came back into my life from counselling clients. One in particular was a Zen practitioner. It was my habit to discover as much as I could about clients' 'context': their reading, beliefs, musical preferences and so on. I would get them to tell me about them, particularly if they were unknown to me. I would read up and listen in so that I learned their language. As a result, I began to look at Buddhist texts and anything else I could lay my hands on. I was hooked.<br />
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During my training as a Spiritual Director, we were invited to find an image for our spiritual journey. My own was a sort of Monopoly board where the squares were people who have influenced or marked me. The dice take me in an apparently random order, from person to person, each with a gift - some good, some less good. In the past 20 years the number of 'random', 'coincidental' encounters with Buddhism and Buddhists has increased. They have reshaped my pilgrim's journey and have been a source of great comfort and challenge.Simon the Pilgrimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17441767934360875306noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-31702322.post-45131382968605055232010-11-01T08:43:00.000+00:002010-11-01T08:43:46.216+00:00The Field of ReedsOne of the attractions of the Egyptian afterlife was the Field of Reeds (<i>Aaru</i>), the place of bliss if one's heart is no heavier than Ma'at's feather. To get there, the soul has to go through trial and judgment.<br />
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In the Book of Exodus, Yhwh parts the <i>Yam Suf</i> to allow the Children of Israel to go forward towards the Promised Land by escaping Pharaoh, his slavery and his 'false gods'. And <i>Yam Suf</i> means "sea of reeds", not Red Sea.<br />
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Noticing this coincidence, I am led to reflect that modern archaeology now suggests very strongly that there was no 'exodus' as described in the Bible and that Israel was progressively settled by waves of immigrants from Egypt and elsewhere across centuries, and that there was no single War of Conquest. If this is the historical fact, what, I wonder, do we make of the Exodus story?<br />
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If the original writer knew the facts, there must be a subtext and I would suggest that it was written simply to demonstrate Yhwh's victory over 'false gods', not as history. And there is a subtext for Christians too: not about power but about Christ's setting all of humanity free from slavery.<br />
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Even the Buddhist mind can find an allegorical lesson about going beyond.Simon the Pilgrimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17441767934360875306noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-31702322.post-21178406858270297212010-10-29T16:15:00.000+00:002010-10-29T16:15:03.229+00:00What is 'spirituality'?<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: Georgia;">Spirituality is a process rather than a state or accumulation of beliefs and practices.<br />
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It starts with a collection of concepts and convictions. In Buddhism, for example, the Four Noble Truths and how we understand them Other concepts may also be present, along with presuppositions and prejudices about, say, Ultimate Reality (God, liberation, and so on). Included in this concatenation are beliefs about who 'I' am, how this 'I' relates to others and the world around me and the purpose, if any, of these convictions.<br />
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This ensemble lead us to make choices about values, likes and dislikes and our life-style and plan. These choices are then underpinned by supportive practices, leading to our individual response experiences. What is often described as 'spirituality' refers to these practices and experiences. These do not, however, stand alone; they are contingent and dependent on the other loci.<br />
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It is these experiences strengthen or challenge our concepts and conviction, to maintain them or to change.<br />
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When I was first shown this model, I realised that it can be applied far beyond what is normally deemed 'spiritual'. Indeed, it may be seen as a description of scientific method with experiment and supportive evidence as the supportive practice locus<br />
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I am grateful for this model to Sister Ishpriya. Below is the schema she gave us on a study retreat. Whilst it refers specifically to the religious practice and experience, I believe that it has a much wider application.</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: Georgia;">It is particularly useful when we want to change (or help another to change) because we can see very quickly where we are likely to meet the strongest resistance to change and where the least<br />
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<span style="font-size: small;">This extraordinary document is now online but it is its first sentences which really stuck in my head:</span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;">"</span>In the beginning of Time, the great Creator Reason, made the Earth to be a Common Treasury, to preserve Beasts, Birds, Fishes, and Man, the lord that was to govern this Creation; for Man had Domination given to him, over the Beasts, Birds, and Fishes; but not one word was spoken in the beginning: That one branch of mankind should rule over another."<br />
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The notion that creation is a "Common Treasury" and that property 'rights' are a confidence trick practised by the powerful to oppress the powerless chimed with my understanding of reality. Indeed, although I have always been a great fan of the Enlightenment, I had been dubious about the third 'right' proclaimed by John Locke, the 'right to property'. It cannot be a coincidence that, despite the fact that the American Revolution was a revolution by property owners, Jefferson amended this to read "the pursuit of happiness". Winstanley understood that happiness is not a result of ownership because all ownership is an illusion. Even though it wasn't until 1840 that Prudhom declared that "Property is theft", the True Levellers had lived it out, one of the first communities since the Acts of the Apostles to hold everything in common.<br />
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Today, we are deeply concerned about the state of our planet, about climate change and about the ecological damage that is increasingly apparent, Winstanley's call to care for our Common Treasury resonates even more loudly.Simon the Pilgrimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17441767934360875306noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-31702322.post-48554005167848144132010-10-17T14:47:00.000+00:002010-10-17T14:47:16.623+00:00Preparation"Be still and know..."<br />
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Listening today to <i>Something Understood</i> on Radio 4 about the role of ways of knowing other than the rational, I am brought to reflect on reflection as preparation for both activity, including writing, and for meditation.<br />
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Saint Ignatius, in his <i>Spiritual Exercises</i> as we practised them in the novitiate and on retreat, gives a prayer to be said before each period of meditation to purify the intention and one of my earliest Buddhist teachers used to spend preliminary time focusing on intention.There is, however, more to preparation than simply intention, particularly preparation for action and for discursive or visualisation meditation. There is the 'wake up' call to the unconscious processes.<br />
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Sometimes I find that music helps to set my rational mind freewheeling, although I will turn it off for meditation time itself. I notice that surgeons (and pathologists) often work to music.<br />
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At other times, I will read a short passage over a few times. I used to use Scripture or the sutras but, today, I am much more likely to use poetry or a story (Anthony de Mello is useful) to set mood and tone.<br />
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Of course, once the task, be it writing or meditation is under way (under weigh? like a ship), there is no guarantee that the initial tone will persist but that hardly matters. This is just like an athlete warming up. Saint Paul compares the Christian to someone in a race and those of us who have done sport will know the importance of the warm-up session - and, indeed, a cool down afterwards. I have found that a pre- and post-meditation discipline has helped enormously. The addition of prostrations before sitting seems to have enable a greater quiet, although it is harder to practise this when I am in a semi-public place like Emmaus House. My solution is to try to turn up a bout ten minutes before meditation time.Simon the Pilgrimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17441767934360875306noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-31702322.post-34634610502907860902010-10-16T14:59:00.002+00:002010-10-16T17:40:24.551+00:00I have posted a long-ish conversation about the encounter between Buddhism and Christianity on my website:<br />
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<a href="http://www.freewebs.com/simonthepilgrim/buddhistxtiansynthesis.htm">Buddhist-Xtian Synthesis: A Dialogue. </a>Simon the Pilgrimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17441767934360875306noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-31702322.post-91450371385749374862010-10-16T10:40:00.004+00:002010-10-16T10:53:18.012+00:00<span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="font-family:verdana;">Once again, I start out in the hope that I can break away from my need to <span style="font-style: italic;">respond</span> rather than initiate ideas. Making this part of my daily discipline, perhaps?<br /><br />This is a memory piece that may start me off. I am describing</span></span><span style="font-size:100%;"> <span style="font-family:verdana;">moments that remain in memory as "marked with a white stone".</span> <span style="font-family:verdana;"> It is 1961, we are all around 17 and our philosophy master asks us about </span><i style="font-family: verdana;">freedom</i><span style="font-family:verdana;">. He was returning our essays in which we compared and contrasted Rousseau and Sartre's notions. I shudder, today, to think what trash I wrote - the content? Prothesis, antithesis and synthesis in the approved fashion, they have all have passed into the blank places of my memory. - Did we imagine ourselves free? M. Chambon asked us.<br />- We are subject to social, parental, school and, for some, religious structures, rules and injunctions. How can we call ourselves free? We are creatures of instinct and biological pressures (17, for God's sake! And sexual intercourse not yet invented). Is any part of our lives free?</span> <span style="font-family:verdana;"> The debate lasted nearly the whole two hours, continued through to the next day, in forbidden coffee bars and cluttered bedrooms. No internet and the 'phone rationed but gatherings of small groups. The next day, M. Chambon walked in to the classroom and wrote, in his neat, legible hand, on the blackboard (I can even smell the chalk today):<br /><br /></span><span style="font-style: italic;"> </span><span style="font-style: italic;font-family:verdana;" >"</span></span><span style="font-family: verdana;font-size:100%;" ><span style="font-style: italic;">L’homme n’est qu’un roseau, le plus faible de la nature; mais c’est un roseau pensant. Il ne faut pas que l’univers entier s’arme pour l’écraser: une vapeur, une goutte d’eau, suffit pour le tuer. Mais, quand l’univers l’écraserait, l’homme serait encore plus noble que ce qui le tue, parce qu’il sait qu’il meurt, et l’avantage que l’univers a sur lui, l’univers n’en sait rien.</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">Toute notre dignité consiste donc en la pensée. C’est de là qu’il nous faut relever et non de l’espace et de la durée, que nous ne saurions remplir. Travaillons donc à bien penser: voilà le principe de la morale ."</span><br />(Blaise Pascal, <i>Pensées</i> (1660), fragments 347-348, Éd. Gallimard, coll. Bibliothèque de la Pléiade, 1976, pp. 1156-1157.)<br /><span style="font-size:85%;">[My translation:<br />Humans are reeds, weakest thing in nature; but they are thinking reeds. It does not need the whole universe to crush them; a mist, a drop of water are enough to kill them. Yet even if the universe crushed them humans would be nobler than their killer because they know that they are dying and the universe has no understanding of its advantage.<br /><br />It is clear, therefore, that the whole of our dignity rests in thinking. That is what we must understand, not space or time, neither of which can satisfy us. Let us work to think well: that is the basis of the good life.]</span></span> <span style="font-family: verdana;font-size:100%;" ><br /><br /></span> <span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="font-family:verdana;"> It is at that time that my own fascination with Christianity (a strange body of belief to a good secularly-educated boy) led me to ask the Catholic priest who came to give after-school catechism lessons: "Should we read books on the </span><i style="font-family: verdana;">Index Librorum Prohibitorum</i><span style="font-family:verdana;">?" His answer was that it was OK if they were set by our teachers - an intriguing 'jesuitical' reply, but it did give me pause to reflect on what was meant by the contemporary debate on freedom of conscience. The Pope had called the Second Vatican Council but it had yet to meet, let alone decide anything.</span> <span style="font-family:verdana;"> We were very excited and exercised by the possibilities.<br /><br />Over the years, I have encountered both mainstream religions and the sort of esotericism beloved of some, with their churches and lodges. At that time, I was reading Blavatsky, Steiner and Alice Bailey as well as more mainstream, canonical and deutero-canonical Christian stuff. They all have one thing in common: they have an imposable structure, rules and emphasis of loyalty. The same limitations on freedom are imposed by some of the humanisms.</span> <span style="font-family:verdana;"><br /><br />To round off the memories from so long ago, I recall that we were given Voltaire's </span><i style="font-family: verdana;">Zadig</i><span style="font-family:verdana;"> to read with its wonderfully characteristic Voltairian episode with the angel, and to contrast it with the Book of Job. I fear that when I am told to bend the knee before someone else's 'truth' (for their own, specific definition of 'truth'), my "Inner Zadig" pipes up with "But......?"</span> <span style="font-family:verdana;"> Nevertheless, I also hold to a hope, rather than a belief, a faith perhaps, that there is no such thing in the universe as waste so the time (cumulatively, probably, years) on encounters with faiths, their stories and practices, the baggage that I have acquired and which decorates the temporary mansions of my mind like the objects brought back fro</span>m my travels, add up to something of use on the path, if only on my own path.</span>Simon the Pilgrimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17441767934360875306noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-31702322.post-33363278164328666512007-11-17T12:26:00.000+00:002007-11-17T12:33:45.756+00:00"Buddha" or "the Buddha"?Someone asked about aspects of Buddhist belief as against some Christian practices they have witnessed:<br /><br />"<span style="font-style: italic;">I will list my main problems really quickly here and I would like if someone could tell me what Buddha says, if anything, about these things.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">1) Banning of literature: ...................</span><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">2) Discrimination of Homosexuals: ............................ Does Buddha teach against them strongly?<br /></span><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">3) Discrimination of Women: ................. What does Buddha say about sexism?</span>"<br /><br />Whilst the questions address matters of great importance, censorship, homophobia and sexism, I see a communication problem built into the very way in which the questions are asked. For me, it is summed up in the question: "What does Buddha say?" The question lacks the definite article, "the" whilst maintaining an initial capital.<br /><br />To call Gotama Siddhartha "Buddha" rather than "<span style="font-style: italic;">the</span> Buddha" reveals a cultural context based on different assumptions from the Buddhist..<br /><br />* "<span style="font-weight: bold;">What does <span style="font-style: italic;">Buddha</span> say?</span>" I was taught that buddha is a description and not a name, nor does it apply to a single individual in history. This may seem 'picky' but many Buddhist teachers, including Gotama Siddhartha, refer to hundred or thousands of Buddhas. Christians may understand, intellectually, that the word "Christ" is also an adjective rather than a noun or name. How many of us, however, have really assimilated the implications. "Buddha" can be translated in many ways: enlightened, awakened and so on. As I understand it, it is descriptive of anyone who has fully and permanently achieved that state. "Christ" means anointed and is descriptive of David, anointed by Samuel, and, by extension, the Messiah, anonited by the Shekinah. What has happened is that these descriptive terms have become attached to a single individual. There is a difference, however. In books about Buddhism it is not unusual to find Gotama Siddhartha described as "the Buddha Shakyamuni, the Historical Buddha". Rarely do we find Jesus described in a similar way, as one among many 'anointed'. Uniqueness is stressed in Christianity, and the finality of a complete revelation is taught from the outset. Thus, Jesus is referred to as "Christ", without the definite article, whereas the designation "the Buddha" reminds us that Gotama was one among thousands and, at the same time, has a particular and special place as the Turner of the Wheel in our generations.<br /><br />When children have been taught that there is ONE Christ and he was/is Jesus, they will tend to assume a single transmission by a specific individual. Perhaps monotheism demands this approach: the once-for-all individual or event, arising but not contingent, is the 'seal of authenticity'.<br /><br />Perhaps the heart of the difference is that Buddhism holds the truth that all sentient beings are potential Buddhas, Saint Paul's teaching that all will become "children of God" and "co-heirs", i.e. Christs, tends to be interpreted differently, maintaining a patriarchal, possibly imperial, hierarchy with "Christ-nature" belonging to only one individual. My encounter with Buddhist thought has caused me to reflect that there is a more universal and inclusive reading Romans 8:14-17 ("<span style="font-style: italic;">.... we are children of God. And if we are children we are heirs as well: heirs of God and coheirs with Christ, sharing his sufferings so as to share his glory</span>") and Ephesians 3:6 ("<span style="font-style: italic;">pagans now share the same inheritance</span>.")<br /><br />(THINK-NOTE: "Sharing his sufferings so as to share his glory" seems to me another formulation of the Four Noble Truths: first, the truth of suffering; second the truth that we must see how we choose the suffering inherent in living; the third and fourth truths that suffering can be ended. <br /><br />* "<span style="font-weight: bold;">What does Buddha say</span>"<br />Roman Catholicism acknowledges an unfolding revelation. Protestant Christianity tends to hold to a single 'deposit of faith" in the canonical scriptures. Buddhism has seen major development and re-directions as a result of many teachers over the millennia. Even today, a teacher like Thich Nhat Hanh is acknowledged as revealing new treasures, to borrow a Tibetan expression; the Buddhisms accept new 'revelations'. In the Christianities, new thinking, new approaches to the Gospel, new interpretations tend to be marginalised or 'excommunicated'. Modern examples would be the work of Cupitt or Matthew Fox who found that they were no longer welcome within the community.<br /><br />This attitude towards new and original thinking, coupled with the canonisation of scriptural texts, leads the post-Christian to look for validation of beliefs or opinions in those texts deemed most 'original' or closest to words spoken by Gotama Siddhartha. Whilst Buddhists reserve great reverence for particular texts, it has to be noted that different branches of Buddhism revere different texts. There is no single definitive kerygma, other than, perhaps, the Four Noble Truths.<br /><br />The difference with much of the more strident modern mainstream Christianity is that Buddhism has little or no problem with scientific theories such as cosmology or evolution. Scientific method is not seen as in any way inimical to Buddhist practice or beliefs. The Dalai Lama was asked in a BBC tv interview what he would do if science proved there was no rebirth. He replied that he would give up the belief but added a question: "And how are you going to prove it?" I have difficulty imagining a similar answer from a Christian leader about the Resurrection, unless it were Bishop Jenkins and his comments were generally condemned rather than examined with honest enquiry.Simon the Pilgrimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17441767934360875306noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-31702322.post-87705234706831860092007-07-20T09:18:00.001+00:002008-12-11T01:45:01.096+00:00Still inspiring me<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgBrLushwtgccOxFqLRhTxBM8yaO00wa1nhSW4iJ7EL74CYyGf22ORrMBLiN4Elo-W7yqJPtRitcdjmCRAhjOqLAJNh83YeAwCV7lbfGRmWR3d6qAKRTaNw4jg1dLtLcZVKOzu3/s1600-h/DLfix.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgBrLushwtgccOxFqLRhTxBM8yaO00wa1nhSW4iJ7EL74CYyGf22ORrMBLiN4Elo-W7yqJPtRitcdjmCRAhjOqLAJNh83YeAwCV7lbfGRmWR3d6qAKRTaNw4jg1dLtLcZVKOzu3/s320/DLfix.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5089206354958152626" border="0" /></a><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">Over my 64 years, I have been lucky enough to meet a number of extraordinary people. When, in 2000, I was on a Spiritual Direction training course, we were asked to find an image for our personal spiritual journey. My own choice was a Monopoly board. Although I am still working through the different components of the board, I was clear that the "Chance" cards would be the names of people that I had met. Among them, of course, would be my parents and some of my teachers at the Lycèe and at Oxford, clergy who have directed my studies and friends. At the top of the list must be Tenzin Gyatso, the 14th Dalai Lama of Tibet, whom my son Jack and I met in a private audience in April 2001. A photo of the meeting sits on my desk and my blog would not be complete without it.<br /><br />Here is what I wrote shortly after returning to the UK:<br />This April, Jack and I spent just over two weeks in northern India. The journey was sparked off by the time we had spent, while Chris (my wife) was dying, two years ago, watching Martin Scorcese’s film <span style="font-style: italic;">Kundun</span> about the childhood and adolescence of Tenzin Gyatso, the Fourteenth Dalai Lama of Tibet.<br /><br />Tibet is currently occupied by the Chinese who are undertaking the systematic destruction of thousands of years of history, the genocide of the native Tibetan population and the eradication of the Buddhist way of life. Monks and nuns are tortured, humiliated and forced to break their vows. People may no longer even have a picture of the Dalai Lama in their homes. Since 1959, the present Dalai Lama has been living in exile in India. In 1989, he was awarded the Nobel Peace Prize for his work, world-wide, travelling and speaking out for the freedom of his people.<br /><br />There have been thirteen previous Dalai Lamas since Gedun Drub in the fifteenth century. Each one is believed to be the reincarnation of the previous one and the incarnation in the world of Chenrezig, the bodhisattva of compassion. A bodhisattva is an individual who has achieved perfection and could go on to Nirvana but chooses to return to incarnation out of love and compassion for all sentient beings. The title, Dalai Lama, is a Mongolian title given to the third Gyalwa Rinpoche (Precious Victorious One) when he reconverted the Mongols to Buddhism. It means “Ocean of Wisdom”.<br /><br />I wrote to His Holiness’s secretary in May 2000, telling him about Jack’s wish, after his mother died, to see the Himalayas and meet His Holiness. The secretary emailed me back with a date of April 20th this year. I was stunned: who are we, after all, to be given a private audience with a man who is feted by presidents, popes, monarchs, etc.?<br /><br />After visiting Delhi (mercifully for only 24 hours), Manali and Rewalsar, we arrived in Dharamshala where the Tibetan Government-in-exile has been set up. On 19 April , we celebrated Jack’s 11th birthday with a party at our guesthouse. Amoing us were a lot of the other pilgrims and researchers, Tibetan, American, Australian, Swedish and Indian whom we had met as we travelled.<br /><br />The audience with His Holiness was due to last 15 minutes. He kept us for 45! He asked us about Chris and wept as we talked. He made jokes, spoke about his faith and said, to me: “Lord Jesus is your door. Lord Buddha is my door.” And he gave us presents: a small diptych of Christian icons, a thangka (painted representation of the Shayamuni Buddha) which he signed, writing (in Tibetan): “To Simon and Jack, in memory of your visit to Kundun”, and, for Jack, his Introduction to Tibetan Buddhism.<br /><br />I am still assessing and integrating all that happened on our trip but I am convinced that I have met the truth of Christ’s promise in Matthew 28:20 in the person of the Great Fourteenth Dalai Lama and, through him, am learning the joy of seeing Christ in each sentient being that I meet.<br /></span>Simon the Pilgrimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17441767934360875306noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-31702322.post-71358590368810042082007-07-18T10:30:00.000+00:002007-07-18T17:27:28.877+00:00Where to find real ecumenism?<span style="font-family: verdana;">For some years now, I have been a contributor to discussion boards. It all started when I came across a daily quotation, by email, from the work of Anthony de Mello, the Indian Jesuit who wrote extensively about ways of prayer. His work fitted my own growing sense that the old separations between religious traditions were impediments to spiritual growth in the modern world.<br /><br />After a Yahoo group was formed to discuss the work, it became clear that our moderator did not want open debate and a few of us decided to form a more accepting and 'liberal' group. This group still, sporadically, functions.<br /><br />After my visits to India in 1998 and 2001, I began contributing to Buddhist and Christian discussion boards. In both cases, I found a worrying degree of dogmatism and a level of personal invective that went directly against the basic principles of both traditions as I understood them.<br /><br />Following a link in one of the more interesting posts, I began to post on Ezboard fora and, in due course, was persuaded to administer and moderate one of them.<br /><br />As time went on, I found that there were like-minded people out there for whom the spiritual quest was important but who could no longer could accept the exclusivity that many other demanded. My own studies of Christian and Buddhist scripture, alongside a renewal of regular practice and retreats, led me to a number of conclusions that suggested new vistas of co-operative spirituality. Even apparently exclusive texts, like that often quoted from Saint John, opened themselves as possible inclusivity:<br /><br />"No one can come to the Father except through me." (Jn 14:6)<br /><br />Time and again, this verse was quoted as evidence that only by becoming a Christian could an individual gain salvation. The definition of 'Christian' and the meaning of 'gaining salvation' were both circumscribed and exclusive, sectarian.<br /><br />Because I had become convinced that the Jesus message, like the BuddhaDharma, was inclusive rather than exclusive, I spent some time reflecting on the meaning of these words, particularly their sense in Greek. It did not take me too long to see that there was a completely different meaning that could be found. Elsewhere, Jesus calls himself "the gate of the sheepfold" (Jn 10:7) which chimed with words which His Holiness the Dalai Lama spoke to me at a private audience in 2001 when he said: "Lord Jesus is your door; Lord Buddha is my door."<br /><br />As a result, I began to glimpse that Jesus could be revealing that liberation is here and now for all people, through him, whether they claim it or not. It is, for some, simply a random and anonymous gift, like alms dropped into a blind beggar's cup.<br /><br />With that in mind, I began to re-read the gospels as inclusive.<br /><br />************************<br /><br />When I share this vision of the teachings of Jesus and Gotama as inclusive and applying to all people, here and now, not depending on membership of any particular sect or group, I find that the idea is pretty unacceptable to many people.<br /><br />There are those who are, themselves, members of a particular group such as a church. They are hostile to the idea that outsiders are also "co-heirs to the Kingdom". Others have rejected their view of Christianity and do not want to imagine that its root is other than that which they dislike.<br /></span>Simon the Pilgrimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17441767934360875306noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-31702322.post-63203246398924231822007-06-27T06:39:00.000+00:002007-06-27T06:47:17.133+00:00Do I trail trouble behind me?<span style="font-family: verdana;">Yesterday I followed a link and came acroiss a Buddhist discussion board called BuddhaChat.<br /><br />"Ah!" I thought. "Another chance to learn and to meet nice people who are engaged on the journey."<br /><br />This morning, up early again, I started to read posts on the site and who should I come across but the self-styled "Zenmonk Genryu". He has managed, once again, to find a platform for his ideas. And there is the problem. Many of the thoughts that he posts are so much in line with my own that, for quite some time, on New Buddhist, I was taken in. The problem arises, however, when we begin to learn something of how he behaves in the real world. I have had enough conversations with some of those on whom he has fastened to have to believe that he is a dangerous and poisonous conman.<br /><br />At the same time, I have been continuing my contribution to an Enneagram development group. Posting my belief that the Enneagram is a blunt and less-than-useful instrument unless we have an end in view, I seem to have raised something of a storm.<br /><br />Perhaps I need to spend some time in Noble Silence.<br /></span>Simon the Pilgrimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17441767934360875306noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-31702322.post-62415788157195819532007-02-10T18:19:00.000+00:002007-02-10T18:37:46.853+00:00I use the EnneagramHOW I USE THE ENNEAGRAM IN MY OWN PRACTICE AND DAILY LIFE (Part 1)<br /><br />A LITTLE HISTORY:<br /><br />When I first read Helen Palmer’s book, I had little difficulty in identifying myself as a Three - and I hated it. I rejected the whole notion, seeing it as just another attempt to put me into a box. It took me some years to realise that this reaction was an atavistic one, referring back to unfinished business from childhood, like so much else in life.<br /><br />A few years after reading Helen Palmer, I was given some photocopied sheets about the Enneagram by a client working in esoteric studies. I hardly paid any attention, other than to reacquaint myself with some of the terminology.<br /><br />It happened that a local counsellor, Judy, became a close colleague and friend. She was deeply interested in the spiritual path and had already been on the early Enneagram training at Emmaus House in Clifton, identifying her type as a Four. She found the Enneagram extremely useful in her work with clients and urged us to study it too. This was particularly after I had qualified as an NLP Practitioner, a therapy system that she found unsatisfactory and mechanistic, a "trail of techniques". She was, however, open to discussion in our group supervision sessions. I was at the point where I was needing to find some way of formalising my spiritual path for a time and had joined the congregation of a local Anglican church. Judy, on the other hand, was received into the Catholic church. Our friendship was strengthened by the fact that we shared a Spiritual Director, and a belief in the importance of a dimension to our therapeutic practice that we termed "spirituality" or "connectedness".<br /><br />In 1998, I went to Emmaus House in Clifton for the first time (1). Over the next 2-3 years, I continued both formal and informal study of the Enneagram, finding within it the promise of the spiritual dimension that I had missed in the T.A., NLP and other therapy training that I had done. Indeed, it appeared to offer a spiritual dimension to my church attendance, which was more of a social than a spiritual communion.<br /><br />My leaving organised religious practice occurred at the same time as I began seriously to meet the Dharma teachings of Buddhism. Looking back over the past seven years, there seem to be a number of events, adding to each other, which led me away from institutions and deeper into spirituality:<br /><br /><ul><li>Our visit to Rewalsar and Dharamshala in India in 2001, culminating in a 45 minute private meeting with Tenzin Gyatso, the 14th Dalai Lama of Tibet, at his home in MacleodGanj.</li></ul><ul><li>A two-year training course in Spiritual Direction run under the aegis of the diocese of Gloucester.</li></ul><ul><li>Leading house groups in the study of Saint John’s gospel.</li></ul><ul><li>My training, assisting and retreat times at Emmaus House.</li></ul><ul><li>A Week of Guided Prayer in the parish.</li></ul><ul><li>Reconnecting with Saint Ignatius’ Spiritual Exercises and the writings of Teilhard de Chardin, leading to a renewal of the enthusiasm that had led me into the Jesuit noviciate after university.</li></ul><br />For the last few years, the Enneagram has receded into the background of consciousness, only coming back into awareness occasionally. It now seems to me that I continued to use insights gained from those studies, without fully acknowledging their source.<br /><br />NOTES:<br />(1) <a href="http://www.emmaushouse.org.uk/">Emmaus House</a>Simon the Pilgrimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17441767934360875306noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-31702322.post-1153928978862803332006-07-26T15:47:00.000+00:002006-07-26T15:49:38.873+00:00Some thoughts on the liberation struggle<span style="font-family: verdana;">Anent feminism and the freedom struggle: we learned, as we went through the pain of reconstruction in the '70s, that there is really only one struggle: the struggle for equity and solidarity for all. We learned from the first - and bloodiest - of the late 20th century freedom struggles: ending racial discrimination. Riots across the 'white' world forced governments into action and we learned the methods of the struggle. Some of us learned from such leaders as Martin Luther King, Jr., that the ends must be pursued at every personal cost but never at the expense of personal integrity nor by resort to violence.<br /><br />Stonewall set the match to the powder train that became Gay Lib. As one of my GL friends said, "Our demos were certainly more colourful - and <span style="font-style: italic;">all in the best possible taste</span>."<br /><br />Whereas both racial equity and gay liberation could be seen as addressing 'minority' poulations, Women's Lib threatened the whole structure of power that all living men had enjoyed all their lives. It is no wonder that the struggle goes on.</span>Simon the Pilgrimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17441767934360875306noreply@blogger.com0